| Location | Lyneham/swindon Now In Heavens Nursery |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 03/10/2008 |
| Date of Death | 27/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 8,811 since 24/10/2008 |
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****PLEASE READ**** 13 November 2009******
I just want to start by thanking all of my GTS friends for lighting candles for my little ones and
my Dad. It means so much to know that they are in safe hands whilst i have been away.
I also want to appologise for the sever lack of my candle lighting....i have been through a tough
time and i just needed to focus on my son, husband and myself for a while.
We sadly lost my husbands auntie a few weeks ago and she was such a wonderful lady that believed as
we all do on GTS in Angels and heaven, she helped me immensley in coping with the losses of my loved
ones.
I also lost my father...this may seem strange as i have a memorial for my Dad on GTS. The wonderfaul
man i call Dad was really my grandfather, but he and my grandmother brought me up. If it wasn't for
them i wouldn't be the person i am today.....i could never thank them enough for what they have done
and continue to do.
My father is my blood father, but i didn't really know him that well. Through my own choice i
decided not to continue seeing him, and i guess i had a hard time dealing with that.
My wonderful husband is also away in Afghan and i am worried sick about him as i am sure you can
imagine....he won't be home until 03/10, so the poor thing will be missing Christmas with his
family.
Thank you again for all you do....you are truly wonderful people
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I want to thank everyone who has taken the time to read about our sleeping babies and also light
candles and leave tributes. It helps to heal.....god bless you all and your loved ones xxxxxx
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♥ * •.¸ ¸¸.•¨¯`♥ HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY ANGEL ♥ * •.¸ ¸¸.•¨¯`♥
3rd October 2009
Please read my mummy's garden wall
Thank you
Sending you and your loved ones much love
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Our Darling Baby Angel,
In this world he was just one of many,
But to his Mummy, Daddy and big brother Joshua
He was OUR WORLD
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Our beautiful baby lies here asleep,
Our precious Angel we could not keep,
Our hearts are broken, our tears still wet,
Our sweet baby boy, we will never forget.
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***** ANGEL WAS DUE TO ENTER THIS WORLD ON FRIDAY 6TH MARCH 2009 *****
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Please light a candle for our much loved little boy so we know you have visited him today - Thank
You xx
Wishing you all the best for 2009 and may all of your wishes come true. Our Angels in heaven will be
with us always xxx xxx
Angel was concieved June 2008 and was due to enter this world on March 6th 2009.
He was concieved the first time we tried, and felt truly blessed. We had our first scan booked at
9weeks gestation and we both felt nervous as i had been pregnant 4 times before and we only have our
10 year old son Joshua. But when we saw the first tiny flickering of his heartbeat our love for him
was sealed. We were given a due date of around 6th March 2009. Time went on and i was blessed with
having only a touch of nausea, but i was having constant pelvic and back pain. However, i felt that
was little to put up with. We then went for a 13 week scan as i was having very slight bleeding, we
were obviously very nervous, but we didn't need to be because there was our little baby jumping away
on the screen. On thursday the 11th September whilst eating my evening meal i felt the tiny
fluttering of my baby, it went on for nearly a minute - a proper little gymnast. It was the most
beautiful feeling and my hand went instintively and protectively to my newly noticeable bump. I was
15weeks and 5days.
I had stopped feeling my little one move on saturday 27th September, i was 18 weeks 3days. I told my
husband that i was a bit concerned that baby hadn't moved...he seemed to think that little one was
asleep. Eventhough i knew he was wrong, i chose to believe him, as i just didn't want to think the
worst. I still think now..it was some form of self preservation...preparing me for the nightmare and
horror i was about to live.
I had a routine anomally scan booked for tuesday 30th September, but i went to the hospital alone as
i thought it was my kidney scan...i wrote the wrong dates in my diary. It was then that i learnt
that our baby had died in utero, at a gestation of 18weeks and 3 days. I was on my own when i learnt
of this devastating news. But due to working in the hospital i was able to call on a colleague who i
now regard as a very wonderful and close friend. Philippa was there to hold my hand and give me a
hug as the tears and sadness flowed. Words cannot express how much it meant to me and my husband to
have her there - a true friend. On friday 3rd October 2008 at 11.40pm after being induced, i gave
birth to a beautiful and perfect baby boy. I held onto my wonderful husband as i silently pushed our
sleeping son into a world he will never know. As i held him i looked into his beautiful blue eyes
and a piece of my heart was lost forever, he had perfect fingers and toes and the most beautiful
button nose. He looked just like his brother, just tiny. He weighed just 150grams, and was 10 inches
long. But perfect, thats why we decided to name him Angel. We were told that the umbilical cord was
wrapped tight around his neck twice and this was the probable cause of his death. However, due to
having previous miscarriages we decided to have a post mortem carried out. We said a final goodbye
to Angel on Thursday 23rd October at 09.30hrs at Swindon crematorium. His Mummy, Daddy, Uncle Tom,
Auntie Marie and Angel's mummy's dearest friend Symone were there, who i held onto for dear life as
with Philippa, Symone has helped me through this awful heartbreaking pain. He was placed in a
beautiful white coffin with his name on. Angels big brother Joshua chose a blue nose elephant to go
with him on his journey, he wanted his baby brother to have something to play with. His Uncle Tom,
Auntie Marie and cousins Courtney, Emily and Jack also gave Angel a blue elephant (spookey) to take
with him. The funeral service was beautiful, just like our little Angel.
Always in our thoughts, love you and miss you, Mummy, Daddy and Joshua xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
We have since recieved the results of Angels post mortem and it told us that there was nothing wrong
with him or me. For reasons unknown Angels heart just stopped. He was a perfectly formed baby boy,
who was just to good for this world. He is now one of gods precious Angels....and will forever be
our Angel from above.
We love you and miss you every single day our beautiful boy.
Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to read our story of our darling boy. Your tributes,
candles and good wishes have helped us all. God Bless you all for being so kind xxxx
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With all of our hearts, forever and always.
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_SECOND_STAR___.OO.___________.*.*______________ Shines in the night for you
_________________.OOO.____________.O. * . * .____ To tell you the dreams you plan
____TO_THE______.OOOO.______-.OOO. * . *_______ Really can come true
________________.OOOOO._-.OOOO. * . *__________ The second star to the right
____RIGHT______.OOOOOOOOOOO. * . * .__________ Shines with a light thats rare
__________-.OOOOOOOOOOOOO. * . * .____________ And if its Never Land you need
_____.OOOOOOOO0000000OOOO. * . * .___________ Its light will guide you there
__________-.OOOOOOOOOOOOO. * . * .____________ Twinkle twinkle little star
_____AND_______.OOOOOOOOOOO. * . * .__________ So I'll know where you are
________________.OOOOO._-.OOOO. * . * ._________ Gleaming in the skies above
_STRAIGHT_ON____.OOOO.______-.OOO. * . * ._______ Lead me to the one who loves me
________________.OOO.____________.O. * . * .________ And when you bring him my way
_TIL_MORNING____.OO.__________ ....___________________ Each time we say Goodnight
________________.O._______*_____________________We'll thank the little star that shines
_____________________________________________________ The second from the right
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You are loved so much and missed even more.....i wish i could have just one more day to hold and
kiss you....and tell you just how much we love and miss you!!
Forever loved....never forgotten.
All our love
Mummy, Daddy, Joshua and all of your brothers/sisters in heavens nursery.....play together our
darlings
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☆ Goodnight Precious Angel ☆
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You cannot see or touch me
But I'm standing next to you.
Your tears will only hurt me,
Your sadness makes me blue.
Be brave and show a smiling face
Let not your grief show through.
I love you from a different place,
Yet I'm standing next to you.
Wings & Halos (Author Unknown)
I was so excited when I woke up today
I heard my Mommy was coming to play
I washed my wings and my halo too
Cuz that's what Mommy likes me to do
I went to the place where I knew she'd be
It's where she comes to visit me
She comes for comfort in her despair
Oh Mommy, can't you feel me touching your hair?
I'm by your side all through the night
I never let you out of my sight
I was your baby for not even a day
But soon we can be together and play
You know we'll never be apart
You'll never let me leave your heart
Mommy I'm not really in the ground,
lift up your head and look around
The clouds, the birds, the raindrops too
these gifts of life were given to you
Don't cry for me Mommy, I know you're here
Please let me wipe away that tear.
I was sent to you from up above
And you showed me the ultimate love
Instead of giving me all of your years
You freely gave me all of your tears
Remember your relatives, the ones who have died?
They brought me here, I'm by their side
They watch over me and help me to see
just how much you really love me
So don't be unhappy when you come visit me
I'm the angel above you, up in the tree
And when you leave, you'll never be through
You'll always be my Mommy
And I'll always love you
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Tributes For This Week
My computer is running very slow at the moment I will have to get it looked at so I will be back online A.S.A.P. I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone for all you do for Christopher & I it is very much appreciated
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FOR MONDAY 31st August
Our thoughts are ever with you
Though you have passed away.
And those who loved you dearly
Are thinking of you today.
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FOR TUESDAY
Everyday in some small way
Memories of you come our way.
Though absent, you are always near
Still missed, loved and always dear.
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FOR WEDNESDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
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FOR THURSDAY
We can't have old days back
When we were all together.
But secret tears and loving thoughts
Will be with us forever.
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FOR FRIDAY
Love Lives On
Those we love
Are never really lost to us –
We feel them
In so many special ways-
Through friends
They always cared about
And dreams they left behind,
In beauty that they added to our days...
In words of wisdom we still carry with us
And memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on.
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FOR SATURDAY
If Roses Grow in Heaven
If roses grow in Heaven Lord
Please pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my loved ones arms
and tell them they're from me.
Tell them I love and miss them,
And when they turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for a while.
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it everyday,
But there is an ache within my heart
That will never go away.
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FOR SUNDAY
Still With Us
Do not stand by my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am a diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft star shine at night.
Do not stand by my grave and cry.
I am not there...I DID NOT DIE.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Tributes For This Weekend
FOR FRIDAY 28TH AUGUST
Good Bye
I know my time has ended,
Its time for me to leave.
I want you all to know,
You mean so much to me.
Why I had to go,
Was a mystery to me.
All I heard was God,
Saying “ Please come home to me.”
So I left my friends and family,
I didn’t say goodbye.
All I got to see,
Were the tears in their eyes.
But as I saw them crying,
I asked them not to grieve.
Knowing how much we care,
That our love will never cease.
You can look up at the sky,
And look over to the sea.
When you feel that gentle breeze,
You always think of me.
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FOR SATURDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
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FOR SUNDAY
Letter From Heaven For My Family........
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an Angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind,
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Death is just another step
Along life’s changing way,
No more than just a gateway
To a new and better day.
And parting from our loved ones
Is much easier to bear,
When we know that they are waiting
For us to join them there.
So death is just a natural thing
Like the closing of a door,
As we start upon a journey
To a new and distant shore.
And none need make this journey
Undirected or alone,
For God promised us safe passage
To this vast and great unknown.
So let your grief be softened,
And yield not to despair,
You have only placed your loved one
In the loving Father’s care.
~ Helen Steiner Rice ~
♥ღ♥ A Visitor From Heaven ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ visitor from heaven If only for awhile
A gift of love to be returned we think of you and smile
A visitor from heaven accompanied by grace
Reminding of a better love and of a better place
With aching hearts and empty arms we send you with a name
It hurts so much to let you go but we're so glad you came
We're so glad you came a visitor from heaven
If only for a day we thank Him for the time He gave
And now it's time to say we trust you to the Fathers love
And to His tender care held in the everlasting arms
And we're so glad you're there we're so glad you're there
With breaking hearts and open hands we send you with a name
It hurts so much to let you go but we're so glad you came
We're so glad you came ♥ღ♥
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FOR MONDAY 24TH AUGUST
We can't have old days back,
When we were all together,
But secret tears and loving thoughts,
Will be with us forever.
FOR TUESDAY
If we could have one lifetime wish,
One dream that could come true,
We'd ask with all our hearts,
For yesterday and you.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Just a thought of sweet remembrance,
Just a memory, sad and true;
Just the love and sweet devotion,
Of the one who thinks of you.
FOR THURSDAY
No hand so soft and gentle
No heart so tender, true
No sorrow life could bring us
To equal losing you.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum
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lighting a big candle to last you the week i`m on holiday, thinking of you. xxx
♥ღ♥ Message From Heaven ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
I still share your hopes
and all of your cares
I'll even remind you
to please say your prayers
I just want to tell you
you still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
above the crowd
Keep trying each moment
to stay in his grace
I came here before you
to help set your place
You don't have to be
perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
if you continue to climb
To my family and friends
please be thankful today
I'm still close beside you
in a new special way
As I am now beside Jesus
in the heaven’s above
Please take care of each other
I send you my love ♥ღ♥
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